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Friday, May 22, 2009

My Addiction

Korean!

Yes, that is my addiction....I don't know why everytime I hear or see korean stuffs such as a korean songs, posters or korean writing written somewhere, I got really excited!
I just wish I love Arabic as much as I love Korean too.....T.T
Okay, it's not that I don't like Arab but not as much interest as I had in Korean.....What should I do?
I'm taking Bahasa Arab Tinggi as one of my SPM subject and I barely study them as much as I 'study' Korean!
Do you know how to get interest in something? I mean, it's something you like but you want to even more like it so you can learn it.....
I really want to understand Arabic,really...
I know maybe you guys think that I'm just learning Arabic because I wanna pass the exam.....
But no.....You see, I got the spirit to study Arabic but it's just spirit but less interest....
I know Bahasa Arab is the most beautiful language in the world especially for Muslims because it is the language of Al-Quran.....
But it's because it's so HARD!

Please, if you have any suggestions, let me know, okay?

Friday, May 15, 2009

Waaa.....Menyesalnya.....

Assalamualaikum wbt...

Penyesalan Pertama
Hari ni hari jumaat dan exam Physics paper 1 tadi....Alhamdulillah, boleh la jwb tp xtaula betul ke x jwpn tu....Yg ana tau no. 1 dan no. 50 (no. last) ana jwb SALAH! Argh....Tu pon baru 2 soalan yg memang senang tahap kacang tapi sbb confident sgt mcmla betul, terus tick je jwpn...haha....padan muka la jwbnya....tapi xpela, ana dah berusaha, tawakkal jela....=)

Pengajaran : Jangan Over-Confident!

Penyesalan Kedua
Pagi tadi bila masuk kelas, ana nak cari Ustazah ana yg merupakan guru kelas ana jugak dan yang mengajar ana subjek PQS....Cari2 pastu jumpa, ana pon tanya la yang ana nak amik kertas PQS sbb hari tu ana x dtg sbb ana x sihat...(rujuk kpd My Life)
So anyway, tiba2 Ustazah ana kata "Eh,mane bole...walaupon MC tp tetap x bole kecuali wakil sekolah je"....
Ana pon blur skejap....Nape xbole pulak? Ana x tau pon soalan ape yg kuar and x tanya sesape pon....
Then ana merayu la..."Ala, ustazah, bole la.....Saya x tgk soalan dia pon lagi..."
Tapi Ustazah kata xboleh jugak....Then ana tanya kwn ana nape xbole amik walaupon MC?
Kwn ana kata rupanya tu mmg rules peperiksaan....Baru skrg ana tau and menyesal giler x dtg skola....
Sbnrnya hari exam paper hari tu bukan ana x bole pergi,sbnrnya bole dtg tp alasan ana sbnrnya ana x habis ulangkaji lagi utk PQS so ana gunakan alasan ana MC tu utk minta cuti....tapi mmg btol pon ana sakit perut tapi xdela teruk sgt.....
Tapi ana memang x berniat pon utk meniru ke....ana cuma perlukan masa utk ulangkaji...
Pastu bila tgh study Physics tu, tiba2 air mata ana keluar sbb x dpt thn....
Ana xnk dpt 0%....Sepatutnye ana dtg hari tu jugak walaupon x habis baca lg....Walaupon fail skali pon, tu lebih baik drpd langsung x mencuba....
Ana xdela nangis gile tp mmg sedihla sbb benda ni x pernah jadi....Kwn ana sorg ni pon kata redha je la sbb sakit tu pon Allah yg berikan, Allah SWT lah yang menguji kita....
Bkn ape, cuma ana xnk kecewakan parents ana....Lagi2 ibu ana pon ingatkn ana bole amik ujian paper tu semula so ibu ana pon bagila ana cuti....
Waa.....Ana menyesal sgt x dtg!

Pengajaran :
1) "Menyesal Dahula Pendapatan, Menyesal Kemudian Tidak Berguna"
2) Gunakanlah Masamu dengan Sebaik-baiknya kerana Masa Itu Emas dan tidak akan kembali lagi....

Monday, May 11, 2009

My Life

Assalamualaikum...

I'm here to talk about my life for the past half of 2009...

As you all probably knew already that me and my twins, for the first time in our 15 years of life have never been separated....well....we have now been separated......(uh....duh...).

I do realize we are been 'tested' by Allah SWT....I know that....At first I can't accept it and tried my best to get into that school but no matter how hard I tried (finally waiting for the 3rd intake).... there's still no 'rezeki'....

That's when I said "it's okay, there must be a prawn behind the rock..."


After the april test, Meia(my twins) shocked me (and the rest of the family) with her excellent result of straight A's....

How happy I am for her at the same time yet embarassing for me....(coz I got only 3A's).

Well, it's not over yet as there comes another world-shaking news as she got number 1, approximately number 5 (there are 5 ppl who got number 1)...

Again, I've yet to overcome the embarassment yet got embarassed again....
I mean...It's not her that embarass me but myself....

It's a shame that we have the same IQ but yet I feel so far behind....

Then one day, I challenge her this Mid Year Exam....
(talk about digging your own grave.....)
I said "Hey, I just want to you to know that I will beat you in the Midyear exam so you better put yourself some pretty thick make-up when you get home coz you're gonna need it
*evil laugh*"

I can't believe I just said that....



So anyway, right now it's Tuesday which I'm still having my MIDYEAR EXAM!
and I didn't go to school today coz I vomitted and plus, diarrhea....(stop laughing!)

After this, I want to study Biology and Physics....

So wait for me as I announce who will be the ultimate champion of this exam! HaHaHa!
(the contestant is only 2 ppl, chill out, dude....)

Love,
Mena the soon-to-be T*winner!

P/S: Saranghae, Meia...